a part of me :)

有时一个人的时候，我会在那里想明年我会过得如何。我很怕SPM的到来，我怕自己应付不来 :(

我想我应该趁这个假期准备一下，我想好好珍惜最后一年。

那天，我和姐姐去Geographer。和一大班大过我的人去，真得很high。

如果那班朋友是我的好朋友，我一定很sakai，但是我在他们面前必须斯文一点，不可以吓到人 :D

那里的歌手唱了一首—— 你最珍贵，他流泪了，他说他去年的今天和老婆结婚，昨天就刚和老婆离婚，这首歌说出了他的心声。另一位女歌手就在一旁帮他擦泪。

大概2点多从那里回来，回到来姐姐大吐一轮。我就要忙着收拾衣服去马六甲
差不多3点才睡，6点又爬起床 T.T
启程后就去芙蓉吃早餐，我连吃早餐都没有精神，筷子都抓不稳。
马六甲真的有太多东西好吃了，又多人。

It's awesome !

游了两天就回来了，很累很累。

看到有很多人都去legoland玩
我也不知道几时才有这个机会去。

昨天上网查了成绩
我很开心，我喊得很大声
爸爸妈妈那时心情又不好，结果骂了我一大轮
我的心情也被破坏了，其实我了有不对啦，已经12点了，可能会吵到别人
那时我的心情不上不下，不知要开心还是生气
不就后爸爸又来问我，手搭在我肩膀上，问我是不是玩游戏赢了
=,=
我就叫他的手走开，不要假假跟我friend回，哼
哈哈，幼稚
其实也没什么好高兴的，考试时我也有作弊
有点自欺欺人。

那天去了阿姨家住了一天
她很疼我
常会说一些道理给我听，会告诉我做错了什么，什么应该做，什么不应该做
她说了很多，但我只记得一些
她说：不管你是谁，你也会做错事，只是你不知道，你常会抵挡不住诱惑，因为外来的诱惑太强了。像你们这种年纪，常会做错决定，因为你见识得不够多。有时你把自己当外人来看自己，像是自己的灵魂走出了身体，看看自己的所作所为，你会发现你做的一切不一定是对的。
(y)

Wonderful September ! ;)

It's a beautiful night , were looking for something dumb to do ..
Owh , I went to Gold Coast Morib with my crazzie friends . I am glad to know them !

 Blacky Reegine x)

 Fan Su Zai is sunbathing ;)

 Group photo 

 Edison with his big muscle ;)

 各有所大 XD

They employ me to hold this sigh board for 2 mins by giving me RM200 , anyone is interested ?

 Sakai Rong is so girlish :)

 I know I'm cute .

 The photo without KaiJing is so nice . LOL

Where is our next trip guys ? hmm..

最近发生了很多事情
开心的，不开心的
开心的，
是谢谢她，她告诉了我很多他不为人知的一面
虽然听了很恶心
但我知道真实的话不悦耳，悦耳的话不真实
小学时认识了他
觉得他不怎么样
现在我认识的他
很可恶，很贱，很肮脏。
现在才觉得
我的较好的男性朋友常在我面前说一些男生的秘密
虽然显得他们多么变态，恶心
但是他们从不做作
看不顺眼就破口大骂
不像他，外表是名君子，内心是名妖怪
算了

不开心的，
是整天和妈妈吵架
吵吵一下突然说了一些很不礼貌的话
就被妈妈骂得更严重
吵架过后总会回想起为什么我会说那些话
因为我常在学校都是这样和朋友说话
都会不自觉的不礼貌起来
可想而知，我的朋友是如何忍受我的不礼貌
x)

最近我发现我的朋友很喜欢驾大炮车来学校
什么事都要大炮一番
明明自己就不会，但偏要说自己会
厚脸皮的要死
说一句你不会很丢脸咩？
小妹妹！

我问妈妈：如果我今天出嫁，你开心吗？

妈妈：有人要你才讲

很讨厌跟她说话，每次都说废话

我问爸爸：你叻？开心吗？

爸爸：你嫁到好老公我就开心咯，你开心最重要

我也很讨厌跟他说话，因为他说的每句都是真心话，常常让我觉得很感动

世上只有爸爸好 ♥

:@

前晚，你打给我。你说话的速度像火箭，不留一个空位让我插嘴，然后你叫我打给Joshua，我说哦，然后你给了我他的号码，010*******，然后就duk duk duk duk . 我呆在那里。O.O 我在回想你刚刚告诉我的号码，我根本听不清楚。

算了，我坐在电脑桌前，想了很多办法看要怎么联络到那个人，但又不敢打给你。最后我决定打给Joshua的妈妈，他妈妈更好笑。他妈妈说：010...Errr，我忘记了，不然你打给ah xiang然后你问他啦。Okay，我又只是拿到010。然后打给他哥哥，他哥哥就给了我号码，终于可以打给他了。我那时真得很生气，为什么你要给我电话号码给得那么不甘愿？我踩到你尾巴？

自从转校后，我们的关系有好转了，但为什么现在又变成这样？有很多次我都想狠狠地扫你两巴。但我告诉自己，算了吧，会过去的。

最近还一直比我中指。还记得有一次，我在上着课的时候吃面包，Kenny和Joshua就叫我请他们吃，但我只有一个，我也记得昨晚补习的时候，Joshua和Kenny有叫他买面包，但他那天睡迟了就迟到。大概830他到学校，我们都把面包的事情都忘了，但不知谁又提起面包，就骂我自私自己吃，我就说：不是他讲买面包给你们吃的啊。他不知道是不够睡还是还没喝奶，就比了我o0o。Wakao!我的错啊？

考试那天，我叫Alson帮我去食堂买零食在班上吃。他买了过后我就分给大家吃。会呼吸的人都知道他的性格，他很吝啬。他就第一个过来说要吃，吃了过后就把零食的碎片丢在我的桌子，然后就拍拍屁股走人。他妈的！请你吃还要这样。过后不知为什么他给Jiah May 10 cent，然后Jiah May不要，我就问他：Jiah May不要就给我啦，刚才你吃了我的零食耶。他就说：Nah,给你做么？又比了我o0o。我都不知道要怎么形容那时的心情！

有一次我借了他一本小簿子，他很久都不还，在我真的要用的时候就叫他还，他说明天。第二天我就跟他拿，起初我接过那本簿子的时候，就觉得有点怪怪的，那本步子很薄很薄。我就打开来看，怎知我发现到那本簿子竟然是用过的。算了，都知道他是那么吝啬的一个人了。我算了算页面，只有40多面，少了一半 -,- 做人有必要吝啬到这样吗？你又不是很穷！我就问他：你做么换用过的书给我？他说：我不知道，我在家随便拿的，你要就要，不要就给回我。他妈的！

我每次告诉我家人这些东西，他们总是叫我忘了它，算了，不要管他啦。你试下有人比你中指，看你会怎样！

Famine Famine Famine . YO ! YO ! YO !

Aww , it's the first time I went to a camp and left my home , my bed , my bolster and my family for two days . For me , it's a very meaningful camp ! I recognize lotsa friends and gain a lots ! :) I learned to be independent and increase a lot of courage to talk with strangers . But I dislike the moment for waiting especially for toilet ! Haiz . For a girl , pee need to take 15 minutes but for boy just around 15 second . First time I sleep with strangers and I dont know how to use sleeping bag . -,-

                                                    -Doing something for the fashion show ;)

                                                                        -Our model

                          -People mountain people sea ! It's full and we have to sit at the staircase.

                                                  -My handsome husband is on the stage !!

Hmm , it's time for me to study for my mathematic exam tomorrow ! Stay tuned .

Lonely saturday nighttt .

26/7 , it passed like a thunder . Hmm . Have to wait for another 365 days to reach my birthday again , to get surprise , to get present . I received a card . The card begin with my name ; 一颗淋 . Zzz . Nice name ! :( But that day my birthday , got a cute guy take a big A4 paper box and come my house give me present ! My dad call my very loud when I am inside my room . I opened the door , I really shock ! :D

Got a lots of my favourite sweets spread inside the box , a school bag , a card , a belt , a bunch of flower . I like it very much ! ♥ 
But the first present I get is from Mabel .  ♥

And another present ! From my best friends . I don't know who share money to buy this for me and nobody want to tell me . Zzz . Nice earring but very expensive ! I like it very very much ! ♥

It's a funny joke ! My mum tell Rong that I get a big box present from my friend . He answer my mum : 哇，谁送的？那个人一定是从医院出来的。傻的。等下去医院check一下有谁偷跑出去送礼物。But that day after celebration and on the way back home , my mum saw the plastic bag and ask me who bought lazo diamond for me . I say all my friends kongsi one . Then my mum say : 哇，你的朋友这样有钱？送到这样贵？这样那些人一定是从医院出来的。Then Rong answer very fast : 没有咯，不可以讲到这样，因为我也是有份送。Funny ! :D


Love those sakai friends a lot ! For me , they are very very important ! ;) Tomorrow going to celebrate again with family . 


今天去Kota Kemuning检查牙齿，1030起床，从1130到那里弄得来1点多才吃早午餐。饿扁了。要不是我绑了牙要到回去检查，我才不会知道我有蛀牙。其实我很早就发现我的大牙跟其他牙齿有点不一样，但是我不知道那就是蛀牙。医生说：那3颗蛀牙不是很严重，但又不是不严重。:D 她在说什么。:DD 3 颗那么多！！OMG！然后她跟我解释了一大堆我没兴趣的然后我才听到：这3颗蛀牙要RM500++。O.O 眼都变大去。然后我就叫妈妈进去，妈妈听了也傻眼。妈妈最后决定先补一颗，因为医生说会痛。我真得很怕痛，但是做起来一点都不痛。医生每次都骗我说痛，结果每次都不痛。上次拔牙要打针的时候她也是说会痛，但是都不痛。厉害叻~ ;) 补完了就出去买单，walaooo，RM170 . Please，以后不要在Phycis和Sejarah节给我吃糖果了。我知道我的牙齿花了你们很多钱，我的头发也是，如果我有能力，我一定会报答你们。After that就去吃Tutti Frutti。好吃，好贵。-,-' 我想今天爸爸的牙齿也很痛了。If you know what I mean . Hahahaa .

Untitled ;)

Today teacher told us UB 2 is around the corner . Errr , means holiday is coming ? Owwh , it's not ! I asked my bio teacher , he told me after exam still got one more week to mark paper , give paper and key in marks . I felt little bit of disappointed cause I have a camp on 4 August I think and I don't have the exam mood yet . Huh ?! My english teacher say that my class is the worst science class in kuala langat district . Err , I think so :)

Last weekend my sister got come back , I miss her , really ! She got almost two weeks never come back Banting ad . First week she went Thailand , second week she was working . She said that she want to change a new job and she ask the friend who introduce the job for her to have a dinner here . Actually is my sister's friend's boyfriend's company need to employ people urgently . So , my sis ask the manager to go out eat and ask some interview technique . I heard that my sis can get her salary around RM3500 . I am shock and excited ! Cause ... My birthday is coming soooooon !!! Woohoo . I ask her if interview successfully can buy me a present that whatever I want for me or not but she answer me cannot :( I guess she will answer me cannot cause she is so stingy ! But I tell her I can wait till next year ;)因为她一生人只有我一个妹妹，不疼我还能疼谁 . Teehee . 安慰自己 :D

I didn't talk much with her recently . Only sometime she ask me question and I answer her only . Never borrow things from me anymore but borrow from the boy that sit another side of her . She cut her hair , not very short , not very long , but it's better than last time . Even Jiah May also ask me why I am moody cause I never laugh or joke like last time . I don't wish to explain more . I just tell her I just broke up with my boy . LOL ! In class I often join boys because I think they are good and no babyish attitude . Some of them say me hiao or weird . Whatever they want to say lar . They know my name , not my story :D

Black Thursday :/

Hmmm ..
We never talk today . Whatever . I tell myself not to think so much . Today is also a day that we never talk but I used to this already .
Today go chemistry tuition , there is no more seat and I go the other side to sit . I saw her respond when she saw me . She put her bag and bottle on the chair beside her . I never ask her , I straight away sit the seat behind her . I thought she want to book seat for her friend . Once xin may come , xin may ask permission to sit , she say sit lar , this place nobody sit one . Oh gosh ! So babyish ! Worse than childish . Whatever . I hope is I think too much .

:(